mau kemana?

Wow! Nggak kerasa tinggal seminggu yah liburnya? yang tadinya sebulan jadi ga kerasa. By the way I miss all my activity so muuuch.along the with my buddies, belongings, cute scenery from my branch and all the falling leaves... That's all haunting me (lebay) and I'm thinking..thinking..ehhmm...should I be happy after my graduation?Can you answer me? Okay, let me think or let the time answer it.
Tadinya udah banyaak banget rancangan peta hidup yang bikin tambah bingung harus kemana nentuin arah hidup? Hoho.tadinya mau ngerencanain malah bingung sendiri kaan?
Mulai dari jurusan apa yg mau diambil pas kuliah entar, tinggal dimana, mau beli laptop apa notebook,nabung buat apaa aja, gimana-gimana semuaa make me crazzzyy enough and lama-lama malah stay in comfort zone.
GAWAAT! tiap hari cuma dirumah, masak, baca buku, nyari resep masakan, kalo bosen nyoba fb,main laptop,tidurr, besoknya kayak gitu lagi kayak gitu lagi. Waah ane ga mau kayak gitu laah. Bisa masa depan gue berakhir tragiss. Cuma jadi ibu rumah tangga, di rumah mulu, masak ngurus anak, cuma ngandelin suami yg gajinya pas-pasan, gak gaul, kuper, bawel, sukanya ngeghibahin tetangga, rambuut awut-awutan sambil poni depannya diroll kayak tante-tante tukang gossip kalo lagi belanja di tukang sayur. Oh tidaaaakk. Kalo kayak gini I must fix my self, right? Life must go on and still must go on. Okay, take your pencil and sketch your life map. Put your own dream in front of your eyes and bring it anywhere!